ANTI-SOCIAL BUTTERFLY

 

The Devil came to me today,

Asked me if I’d sell myself to play,

He said “No one gives a damn,

About your dreams or you’re master plan”.

I carry weight as heavy as scars,

I wear my pain like it’s art,

If it’s time to let it all go,

Maybe I can take a piece to hold.

And I would sell my soul,

There’s nothing left to save at all,

They’ve taken everything,

And If I could I’d wish it all away,

I’d disassociate, drive them all insane,

This has become my own type of hell.

You don’t like the man I am,

Like I ruined all your plans,

He said “Son, it’s just a tiny phase,

Or maybe time to revelate”.

Anti-social Butterfly,

Spread your wings and learn to lie,

You take me for a broken man,

But baby I’m your biggest fan.

And I would sell my soul,

There’s nothing left to save at all,

They’ve taken everything,

And If I could I’d wish it all away,

I’d disassociate, drive them all insane,

This has become my own type of hell.

I just wanna feel something,

I just wanna be someone else,

I just wanna feel something now!

You don’t like the man I am,

Like I ruined all your plans,

I’m an Anti-social Butterfly,

And I am here to take what’s mine!

ENEMY

I woke up today hating who I am

From start to end was born to pretend

Never Ends

I wear this mask hoping you can’t see

You’re still the same

The man who’s buried deep inside of me

Enemy, Enemy, will you face me? I’ll be waitin’

But I won’t let all your hate consume my life

Rescue me, from this cage that I’ve created

That has taken me

But I’ll never let it define who I am, Enemy

I hold on to the past and my regrets

No future left

Guilty as charged there’s no turning back

You must confess

If I could I would just wish it all away

Start again

With an ounce of pain I yield a ton of rage

Enemy, Enemy will you face me, I’ll be waitin’

But I won’t let all your hate consume my life

Rescue me, from this cage that, I’ve created, that has taken me

But I’ll never let it define who I am, Enemy

Awwww, Enemy. I’ll be waitin

Enemy, Enemy, will you face me? I’ll be waitin’

But I won’t let all your hate consume my life

The beast in me, I’ve created, has awakened and now taken me

But I’ll never let it define who I am, No I”ll never let you define who I am

DESPAIR

I know my place inside this cage,

There’s no way out.

I hear my fate, it’s calling now…

We’ve lost control!

THIS TRAGEDY

Ready the people,

It’s time to panic,

Masks are now dropping,

The air is thinning…

There’s so much left unsaid,

I’ll just give my soul instead.

Heaven abandoned us,

Alone in This Tragedy.

Fathers are praying,

For life without meaning.

Children are screaming,

And God’s not listening.

There’s so much left unsaid,

I’ll just give my soul instead.

Heaven abandoned us,

Alone in This Tragedy.

As I’m searching for meaning now,

I dream of a life without,

Black lies and empty vows…

On my way out, I’ll take a bow,

Scream out loud, there’s no way out,

It’s all over now!

As I’m searching for meaning now,

I dream of a life without,

Black lies and empty vows…

On my way out, I’ll take a bow,

Scream out loud, there’s no way out,

Let’s burn it down!

RUNAWAYS

Words don’t matter much,

It’s all in what you pay,

We are falling stars,

And falling hard we say.

Oh well…

Low expectations of everyone,

Keeps me so satisfied.

Less than sober,

Feeling fiending for a fight,

Do I dare to stumble,

When there is no light?

I am not sorry for,

The way I am these days,

I honestly just thought,

You would all go away!

Oh well…

Low expectations of everyone,

Leaves me so satisfied.

Just when I thought,

You were a special one,

You showed me,

It’s all a dream.

We are all Runaways,

Look to find another way.

I have become aware,

That we are Runaways,

Look to find another way,

Proud to be a Runaway,

Don’t care to live another day.

Low expectations of everyone,

Leaves me so satisfied.

Just when I thought,

You were a special one,

You showed me,

It’s all a dream,

It’s all a dream.

ANODYNE

And still I’m here ,  waiting for my sweet Anodyne

If I share with you the colors of my heart

Will you stand with me and take me in your arms?

I’ll be holding on until the world is gone…

What fuels me now, gives me sight

Born of lies, lies that are mine

Letting go is sometimes hard to do

To be free you must choose

Embrace me, slowly, my own cyanide

Hoping you save me, my sweet Anodyne

If I share with you the colors of my heart

Will you stand with me and take me in your arms?

I’ll be holding on until the world is gone

What fuels me now, gives me sight

Born of lies, lies that are mine

Letting go is sometimes hard to do

To be free you must choose

Even though you don’t believe in me

Doesn’t mean my life is all just fantasy

I am a dreamer in a false reality, and I know I’m not alone

All this pain, you gotta let it go

Take my hand, let’s lose control!